Ride (song)

Some days I just don’t want to get up
wanna fall into a sleep from which I never wake up
I don’t know if this is the way my life is I feel numb
whisky haze until the end of the world comes

I think of the years and the tears all the times I cried
not living a life I’m just along for the ride
why I’m here while so many others died
think I ain’t got anything left on the inside

I don’t wanna try no more, not be lost in this life no more
nothing seems to define who I am no more, wish I could find the way back to before
hard to love when you hate yourself, but I love anyway leave nothing on the shelf
heart on my sleeve like a forgotten book, every day I live seems to make it worse

People are asking if I’m doing okay
at least the ones I have left that I didn’t chase away
they ask with sincerity and I just lie to them
tell them I’m alright, pretend to be fine to them

Some days I just want to drive off a bridge
it can be hard to keep going without a reason to live
but I keep breathing and dreaming in my mind
but breathing ain’t the same thing as being alive

I don’t wanna try no more, not be lost in this life no more
nothing seems to define who I am no more, wish I could find the way back to before
hard to love when you hate yourself, but I love anyway leave nothing on the shelf
heart on my sleeve like a forgotten book, every day I live seems to make it worse

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